Yes, that is the title. For your information, I have a thing to guys that are non-asia looking. They are looking really cute. Hence, I am gonna to tell you on my relationship with my ex, which is an Indian from United State. WHAT?? United State? Are you serious? YES, I AM COMPELTELY SERIOUS ON THIS.
I still remember I met him on one of the dating website called Planet Romeo (Although I still browse it recently). He looks so charming when we get for our first date. BUT, 1 thing that everyone concern is our age difference is HUGE. Frankly speaking, he is 42 this year, and I am only 24 that time. The age gap is almost 20 yearssss. But love has no boundary, I have been together for 2 years until we found out that we are actually not meant to be together.
Its painful when we really figure out that our ideology is totally different. He is looking for a guy to take care over him, but I am still young and trying my best to focus on my career. The break off was only happened last Friday, where both of us cry like mad in a bar in Sri Hartamas.
We never thought that leaving each other would be that difficult. At first, we agreed on breaking up, but the twist is we have our post breakup sex and both telling each other to have sex if we can't find anyone in future. The truth is that I am too comfortable with him. It always make me sad when I think about it.
BUT, what can I do? I think I should just forget about it. Every time I think about this, sweet memories for 2 years just flow in front of me and I cry for days before I can be myself again.
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